I Could Really Use a Wish Right Now

I know, I know. I have failed you, whoever you are. My profile has only had thirteen views, including mine, so it might be safe to say I AM the only one reading it. But, hey, writing is good for the soul, especially mine.

Things have been a little nutty around here for the last few weeks. Baby showers, weddings, graduations galore...love them all, but I will be so glad to go to my last wedding of the year this weekend. Spring fever is closing up and it's time for summer. My brother-in-law's sister (sort of my sister-in-law once removed) Audria is getting married on Saturday. I cannot wait to see her all dressed up in white. That girl is the epitome of all things pure. I waited until I was married to have sex, but she has never even been kissed! She is 22 and her first kiss will be to her husband in front of all her family and friends. It's very sweet and I admire her strength. It's a beautiful thing to be so untouched and be able to say "My husband is the only man who will ever know this part of me". Plus, I just love weddings and love and all that love stuff...

I am still waiting patiently for my internship to go full-time. I'm fairly exhausted to say the least. Working these thirteen hour days is finally taking its toll (it's been 6 months) and I need a break. I need forty hours a week to work, and then be able to go home to Pierce, cook dinner, clean my house, work out, watch TV, read and write, etc...it just doesn't fit right now. My cousin, Brittany, told me she had no idea how I was still managing to have a life, and she's right...I pretty much squeeze it into free time at work and the weekends. But it's not healthy. And I need my health...it's all I have for this life to take advantage of all that God has given me. I just need to lean on Him for strength and rest, even in the middle of my crazy schedule.

Speaking of which...I need to get back to work.


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